Another Note.

A few days ago I sat in Borders and tried to read Rob Bell's new book called, "Jesus wants to save Christians". I felt like being intellectual and spiritual in a good way, and maybe I was just looking for something.

Recently I found out something I didn't want to find out.

It left me a little heartbroken.

But the more sad thing is that I just feel powerless, and I have to be surrounded by it. I also have to pretend that I don't know for the better of things, even though I want to confront it in the face and help.

But it's a sticky situation, so I can't.

It's not my life, so I can't.

Maybe if I was in a different position, I could. If it was me, I would. But I'm not there, I'm merely someone who knows too much.

I have a feeling all of this will somehow end up in a song or my writings.

I just pray that someone dear to me will make the right decisions. They may not know, but they have apart of my heart. Whether or not they want it, it's still theirs.